Before The Journey Begins

My heart breaks over rocks no one can see and I have lost this place within me, I fight for breathe but take in only cold despair. It's silent when I need it the most and I fear it has left the host. In a quiet room I light a candle hoping to draw it in I ask a question. More I wonder if I have lost myself and chosen the wrong path, lead away from lights my vision of my future dims. Once a silent man lit my way now I am alone again.